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YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dats all.... =) __NENA__ |
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| I wonder.....
Why is it that the one person you care about the most, you admire the most, you count on the most, is that one person who also lets you down the most?
Is it possible to continuosly get let down and still think that maybe one day they will actually come through for you? I mean, will they ever? All my life I've had great people around me and great friends, but there was always that one person I would go to whenever I needed something. I was able to tell them whatever and they would listen. Sometimes listening isn't enough.... and words mean nothing... actions mean a whole lot more than words. I've accepted so many things... all the flaws and the mistakes... But it gets to a point where its hard to take it in. Especially when you're at a time in your life when you need strong people who can support you if you fall, people you can rely on.
Im done believing all the promises. They mean nothing to me anymore... It's hard for me to trust when the person I trusted the most doesn't deserve it... Why is it that I have to get really angry or cry for u to come through for me? Why do you make it get like that? I would fight people who told me this would happen... they warned me... I would get so angry when they would talk bad about you... they said I was stupid for always defending you... they said eventually I would see you weren't the best person in the world...
They were right.
and you're supposed to be the adult... maybe when you start acting like one |
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| Just got bak from Florida n i had a BLAST!!!!!!
If u havnt gone to Orlando then ur really missin out! lol So dis is a short entry, i went for a week w/ Nelly n her family to Universal studios n islands of adventure n it was the best road trip ever! we took sum pix so mayb if im not feelin too lazy ill post them another day... I missed everyone a whole lot!! but im bak n UGH! quick start in August 29th! n school starts the 5th! i cnt believe we'r almost gonna start school... Well im gonna go try to enjoy the little vacation i hav left!
MUAHZ!
_Nadine_ |
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| Ok so myspace is being really really gay rite now... am i the only one dat cant sign on?? sheesh! well its for the best cuz it gives me time to update...... well lets see.... wat has bin goin on lately??
Well Iv bin working... A LOT... so for those of u who r wondering i work at dis bakery by my hous... ok super fun! i luv it! and ummm... iv bin hangin out with friends from work... and friends from school... but nelly went to Boston n i fuckin miss her tonz!!!!!!!! ::tear:: but shes comin home soon... so ill b ok!
so there's te update! enjoy... oh n i forgot! ITS SO FUCKIN HOTT OUTSIDE!!!!!!!! geez!! ok dats it byez! hehe MUAHZ!!
_N3NA_
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| ok ok so i guess xanga's comin bak huh?? lol
well my summers bin great but omg i cnt believe time has gone by so fast!!! n dis year we'r startin senior year!! aahhh... we'r gonna have a blast.. ok so i gotta get used to xanga again gimmie time n ill get it again! lol  MUAHZ!
_Nena
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